jupitersterrain four

4pm 



conversations with my 
dead friend ... 

and after he died she found even more 
subtleties in his work ... 


she wished she had thought of 
that before ...

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they were more 
concerned about my screaming 
than my being raped ... 




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yeah I know
the feeling dude 
you is a dead weight 
you may be small but ... 

hey what you got in there 
dude its so pitch black i just can't see ... 


some people i will never be ready for ... 


she forced me to masturbate in front
of her and then called 
me a mong ... 

and made a sort of a broach out of it 




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course the worst thing about abuse is 
when there are bits of it that I 
enjoyed you know and the 
guilt that entails ... 

i wiould vilify him and he would then 
demand 'compensation' in the form 
of further abuse ....