jupitersterrain four

10.35am    3.04.13. 




just for today i will abstain from sex 
one day at a time ... 

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i should get the AA manual and treat it like a drink ... 

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reminds me of that thing of trying to sleep you know you're 
trying to do something that can't be tried to do ... 

there was this stuff about not trying to sleep 
or you'd start to associate the bedroom with not sleeping 

i can't remember exactly how it went .... 





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i mean yeah you could argue 
she is just doing her job and i could argue 

bye bye ... 

i should keep pulling things back to the committee level ... 
surely the idea that this is dangerous for security is bogus balls .... 

i mean we are two security peeps ! 
surely the main thrust of the argument is that they think 

you're going to leave me because I'm so fucked up in the head 
well is the principle pretext anyway 

as if i really appreciated being preserved in aspic ....  
nb Loz apparently thinks we have three children i don't know 

where he gets that from .... the author is good on that aspect of things 
although I'm not necessarily going to confirm 

what she says .... 

nb the author is not delegated though 
and I'm wondering if you could make her gulp ... 

and there are some incidents that i wasn't sure about which 
people dug up with these paternity test things 

to find our what i didn't know .... 


the court has moved to Moscow