jupitersterrain four

12.53

misc draft 

actually the emotional 
connection was good there 
in spite of being assaulted by a 
flatmate jeering and making frying fumes on 
purpose ... i don't really want to live here any more ... 

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and I'm doing it too 
often ... there was alot of 
cross talk at the sex addicts meeting 
but maybe i should go there .... I'm not bothered about the 
ratings it isn't a performance ... i just started to feel self conscious 
like when i recorded myself crying ... and hung up and frustrated ... 

and go pizzicato 
that will take months to unravel ... 

and the neighbours are selling films of me to my dad ... 
i don't want that to be over it was the best thing
that ever happened to me ... 





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he's just so beautiful ... 
horrendous adult child issues though ... 

oh thats your room is it Scarey sorry i thought 

we were going in the same one thats all