jupitersterrain four

19.38

windblow 
lighting bolt 
bone breaker 
pared 

i decided to play up the lunch fiends
by asking them how i was 

I'm good am I ok whats the goss ... 
they told me about their automatic beds 
fuck you could do a bit more with that if you had 
one that thumped like a beat in the morning 
and shouted oi you out of that pit now ... breakfast table 
to make you feel at home before chucking you over the floor 

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and i remembered picking boys for a slow
dance that i didn't think much of 
because it was so overwhelming an exercise 

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my brother would have a luxury 
wakening ... i would start with the bear 
telling his daddy to wake up and then wrap him 
in his dressing gown and gently shepherd him out of bed
and guide him down the stairs to his bacon grill ... he was very 
fragile in the morning ... dad was well jealous and hated him ever since 

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jumper fluff 

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overwhelmingly desperately in love 
and there wasn't this duality football thing 
nor was there any commitment or even definition to the relationship ...