Thursday, 11 April 2013
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11.04.13. am
misc drafts/morning pages
kissing with wild abandon
what if you kept going with it
depends what it is yeah i know what
you mean like keep digging ... keep going
till you can't remember who's flesh it is this paste
has alot of nutmeg and black mustard big scary love gasm
*************
like you're sort of vaporised hallucinatory
vision
a stingy tangy sort of hot fish curry thing
and are jumping around the room
hopping on hot coals
and we danced in the afterglow without thought
shouting i love you i love you
the people that do that don't let you
photograph them ...
and the blind can see
**********************
m'lud i actually
remember a bit from the
birth of Graces twin ... they were
pulling sinews from each other with their
teeth ... it was very beautiful and i also fell for
someone else and we were like all rolling these balls around the board ...
**********
the point of consent is
not whether i got hurt and got it all
wrong and made a stupid mistake is whether i consented or not
*************
it didn't occur to you that those nights
had produced offspring ...
************
or that he would turn around
and murder all the other players including myself ...
and yeah it does seem unfair that some people
are excluded from love ....
*************
and then i found them in the garden pub on laptops
reading my emails ... what the two of yous ...
and totally did my nut in there ...
***************
and yeah ok that is an interesting point of law
that did i consent on the second leg
when i didn't know he had beaten up his rival ...
***********
cus i would say that i did on the first ....
**********
work always seemed slightly alien to me though
unlike studying
the world of work seems to be populated by giants for mewith always an issue of who’s fault something is
and to be paid for something i didn't really understand
as if money has nothing to do with what i did
and in fact was often asked to do other things ...
i suppose thats like saying i should get the money that i need to have and the programme that i need to have
and that my work is a different issue
i forgot what thats called
11.04.13. am
misc drafts/morning pages
kissing with wild abandon
what if you kept going with it
depends what it is yeah i know what
you mean like keep digging ... keep going
till you can't remember who's flesh it is this paste
has alot of nutmeg and black mustard big scary love gasm
*************
like you're sort of vaporised hallucinatory
vision
a stingy tangy sort of hot fish curry thing
and are jumping around the room
hopping on hot coals
and we danced in the afterglow without thought
shouting i love you i love you
the people that do that don't let you
photograph them ...
and the blind can see
**********************
m'lud i actually
remember a bit from the
birth of Graces twin ... they were
pulling sinews from each other with their
teeth ... it was very beautiful and i also fell for
someone else and we were like all rolling these balls around the board ...
**********
the point of consent is
not whether i got hurt and got it all
wrong and made a stupid mistake is whether i consented or not
*************
it didn't occur to you that those nights
had produced offspring ...
************
or that he would turn around
and murder all the other players including myself ...
and yeah it does seem unfair that some people
are excluded from love ....
*************
and then i found them in the garden pub on laptops
reading my emails ... what the two of yous ...
and totally did my nut in there ...
***************
and yeah ok that is an interesting point of law
that did i consent on the second leg
when i didn't know he had beaten up his rival ...
***********
cus i would say that i did on the first ....
**********
work always seemed slightly alien to me though
unlike studying
the world of work seems to be populated by giants for mewith always an issue of who’s fault something is
and to be paid for something i didn't really understand
as if money has nothing to do with what i did
and in fact was often asked to do other things ...
i suppose thats like saying i should get the money that i need to have and the programme that i need to have
and that my work is a different issue
i forgot what thats called
*************
22.04.13.
and today maggot the topic is baby maggots
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