jupitersterrain four

as for my love life it tends to be a bit of a mess

with currently being in love with 2 people i met on the internet

one of whom i think of as my partner

and last year i went out with someone i wasnt in love with for real

and had to end it because it was making me feel cynical

Its a long time since I've done that, slept with someone i didn't love

i was very unwell at the time and looking for comfort i think

and its so painful being in love i guess,

then i found that not being in love is worse !

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