word jam : trauma therapy

 



in that we are reluctant to take down our colonial sculpures
and yet happy to rip through the countryside
next to a Druid grail

k well im not speaking as a professional
im speaking from what works for me as a client
long as they are doing trauma therapy  

my mother was sexually abused by both her parents
according to the two people i lived with in childhood

where i live the walls are like chip board
so you can hear the neighbours sneeze
 
my late mothers sister is having me stalked
on and off line to make me contact a heroin dealer   
 
Pollyanna is bullshit ?
what about Anne Frank then ?
 
im still single though
becuse im involved with a social circle
of people who are unable to commit
and we seem to enjoy the drama and intrigue around that
 
i think artefacts should be returned  
and statues reviewed

demi sexuals 
I don't see whats wrong with that 
just they explain 

all the different colours in the palette



chasing a dream
well youre chasing a moon beam 
its worth chasing even if you never get there 

child freedom meaning someone who hasn't had children
women especially
as it was always accepted that a man might be a bachelor

I don't think having children is the only way to feel alive
or feminine

sex being a latent energy that is slow burning

someone was talking about yesterday ' being in a coercive position ' 


which really struck a chord

I had a difficult day trying to cut down on caffeine and sugar ,
with resulting in difficult feelings coming up
but then I'm all about doing that so it was worth it

i do admire the strength and courage of Nic
 
you know and everyone seems to be worried about my brother
when actually my own life is in danger from my addictive behaviour
i have a fracture at the top of my leg
which is at risk of breaking and cutting off the blood circulation ...
 
getting high on music
freak show ? maybe thats a compliment

no 6 used the Jane Austen card
or shall we say James Austen  
saving me from a lynch mob 

my mother was like that , sweet as a deer ...
like some people are just too gentle for this world

you are what you feel i would say
 
this is actually starting to work i feel more alive

well i have felt perfectly soulmated with several people like that actually

it was oh so perfect ...
a friend of mine went speed dating
and met 6 soul mates in an afternoon !

lantern thinking
 
traditional shamans
woud sometimes regard a persons psychotic episode
and a spiritual epiphany and treat it as such
with the aim to ' go through it with them '
 
he knew i was waiting for him
there is a rhythm to it
n the gaslighting reaches fever pitch
with people panicking about our shores
chancers we
grunting like a pig
 
horrific
a bit drunk from the sun 

jumpy