jupitersterrain four

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i had one boyfriend
who made me wait two years
and another one year

then they said
i had still rushed them
and that i was ' too easy '

Sheldon and Amy
waited three years

i saw them as some sort of conquest
flirting with the line

if i do it out of obligation
I'm just going through the motions

you know what I dont think I ever got this right really

because either I was doing what someone else wanted
or else they were doing what I wanted

sometimes I have made a guy feel obligated
to go through with it

once it gets past a certain point, say, once some clothes come off
then ive lost the ability to know what I want
and am just going through the motions