jupitersterrain four

n then he came into my room and 
said he was going to teach 
me something 

an i didn't know what 
he was doing ... 



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Im going to stop you though half 
way between lurching and 
biting ... like do you 
think we might 
be rushing 
things ... 





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an i dot remember doing anything particularly 
strenuous did i ... 

n my lips are swollen and peeling again like
they are going numb from 
radiation 

and the same food tastes completely 
different 





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the laser beam guitar was really good

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and we said you're 
not allowed to see him ... 

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yeah and i just feel 
like bound and gagged like 
im not allowed to express how i feel ... ...