word jam : living in a war zone

there is a lot at stake
in terms of talking to strange men online
and the horror stories we hear about it

I stopped talking to someone recently
not because of what he looked like
but because he was also chatting up a friend of mine

the author is planning
on being up in the early hours of the morning
dedicated to planning my future for me

and i do occasionally lose my rag

it does sadden me
because for me what is life
without discovering the secrets hidden within me

and in turning over each stone
there is a shining treasure hidden in the mud

bit like giving birth perhaps !
take courage in both hands and push

and i wont be ' rewarding someone with sex '
sex is something i enjoy not something i sell !

person centred

reminder to eclipse ...
i have to be single for 3 months
because Im on the rebound
so i cant be telling you who i fantasised about !

they say we don't know what will happen in the future
I do hope that is true !

all ive suggeted is a turkey baster 

if thats what he wants to do
noncontemporary and stereotypical

a spark of warmth

a flower can be a friend
if there is nobody else 



im a bit traumatised by hearing 

 sounds like a scene from my past 


and with the promise of more to come 



I always seem to be living in a war zone

n how would we like to be told
to ' woman up ' ?

chopping off your own body parts
apparently im some sort of a quarry

if you went hitch hiking on your own
in the middle of the night
that would be magical thinking
not real magic

re-wilding 

some people want to win
just for the sake of winning

I'm not the authors mutual admirer

adventure camp, boot camp, army camp
when we help someone
a little bit of stardust rubs off on us

one of my exes 

is on oestrogen supplement by the doctors actually
to treat his aggression

a bit shooty

sailing through the glory of the heavens

when you give someone a compliment
a little of it rubs off on you

ive got a fractured leg bone
because of what ive done to myself in protest
in direct action
what more do you want ?

tipsy

i like to occasionally see something move
Alice disappears through the zoom window
is eating a trend ?
hes very hard on me
listen with your heart
you might understand the birds

people want what they cant have
n nobody attacks my vulnerable friend
I saw protesters dancing about 

in front of a line of riot shields

cats have magical healing powers
the woody nutty sounds
as it yowls from its bones
like a little bone rattling witch

her beautiful caterwauling operas
with the bellows bagpipes and drones

ha ha the visitor made a variety of sounds the other day
there was a low droning noise ,
the bagpipes when his belly was swelling
and then the normal high notes of the yowling ha ha

germs were sprayed at me outdoors

also going to bed early means
missing the dawn chorus where all the intelligence is shared

but i have a time travelling remedy



i have restricted blood flow to my right leg 

which makes me dizzy
theyve created a hostile environment for the disabled

i can see why Chucky would make a good partner
that can stand up to number 2
im not as cool as Chuck though

I am talking to a man like that as well
who gives me freedom to speak,

and i will write my raunchy thoughts on my blog
until im dead in my grave !

number 2 likes forbidden filth himself
and since when do we ' make someone happy '

i wonder if im a bit ornamental at this point

i have had climaxes that were not clitorally stimulated
both on my own and with a man
and it helps if im in good form

frustrated rage
raging until i explode !
gotta give em a runnaround

you made some art out of the negative
i mean you gotta wrestle with em

mindblowing intensity BAM !
slam bam thankou man

forbidden filth
i made love to a ghost

having sex with an edifice
making love to an institution

making love to a stereotype
for leverage
i actually cant remember
but it was phwoaaarrr

arrested on instagram


just ringing the changes ha ha !